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Proceed with Caution, Because You’re Dark-Skinned

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Over the past few years, being a dark-skinned woman has become a glorified trend. It wasn’t always this way, which is why it’s been an extremely humbling experience. I am a young, confident woman with a personality that always gravitates people towards me. Unfortunately, this is not the first thing people notice when they see me. I am a dark-skinned black woman  first and foremost. It took a lot for me to get to where I am now because I felt as though I had to be cautious for a number of reasons. Children will be children, and they learn the things that they do from home, so I am not angry about my experiences; I just won’t ever forget them. 

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When I was younger, kids used to tease me about my skin because they “couldn’t find me with the lights off” or I was “as black as night”. My first instinct was to be combative with my words and yell back at them in my defense.  I didn’t think that I could possibly be the bad guy considering I was the victim. I quickly learned at a young age to be cautious of what I choose to say back because my skin tone automatically labeled me as “The Aggressor” – this caused my voice to be silenced for years. I wanted my silence to speak before I let these insults turn me into the stereotypical labels that society placed upon me. 

I’ve always been told, “You’re pretty for a dark-skin girl”, but I grew up thinking having dark skin was unattractive. It wasn’t until I got older I realized these people have insecurities within themselves to think that all dark skin wasn’t beautiful. Fast forward a couple years later, there is an obsession with dark skinned women, including the comparisons to chocolate, coffee, and things of that nature. I would accept compliments but I felt as though I had to be cautious not to give myself compliments out loud first. Why? I get afraid that someone would try to humble me with insults about my skin being too dark, so I doubted my beauty for years.

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Growing up, I was told not to wear certain colors because they were too bright or too dark for my tone – but I’ve learnt what does and doesn’t work for me. Neon colors were an absolute no, and colors like black and dark brown made me apprehensive because the kids at school would say that I am naked. I had to learn how to do my own makeup because for some reason, people didn’t understand that all dark skin doesn’t have the same undertones or shade. These people thought every dark person had ONE foundation shade. I’ve learnt that it’s okay to let people know that my face is not an experiment and it’s okay to let people know that colors like neon orange and yellow look BOMB on my skin. Being cautious of what I decided to parade on my body whether that be makeup, clothes or nail polish caused me to miss out on things that made me feel beautiful. Never again.

I am confident in the woman I am today, and the confidence beams off of me to (hopefully) become absorbed by other black girls and women who look like me. This is one of the most rewarding feelings I’ve ever experienced and I will never stop being a voice for younger generations. I encourage other black women, whatever their skin tone, to be yourself at all times. You don’t have to be overly cautious to fit into other people’s lives, or to please people who are insecure themselves. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. You won’t be able to please everyone, so be yourself and everything else will fall in line.

Written by Tiffany Chayla

 

Photo Credit: 
#darkershadesofmelanin campaign 
Creative Director – Lucy M x Zainab Hassan
Photographer – Sean Witty 

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7 Comments

  1. Yann March 11, 2020

    I love this piece. Speaking our truth isn’t always easy especially living in a world so quick to criticize. Keep being that confident women we need more of this self love to be instilled into our youth!

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  2. Pai March 11, 2020

    Absolutely beautiful article ! The young girls needed this one

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  3. Yann March 11, 2020

    I loveeeee this piece! It’s so beautifully written and honest. Thank you for sharing this especially in a time when so many are quick to criticize and spread love very last.

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  4. Tianna Avant March 12, 2020

    I love this so much!

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  5. Lyn March 13, 2020

    Tiff. This is beautiful. When you were a child i never would have thought you felt this way. Your whole fam is gorgeous! Thanks for sharing your truth.

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  6. Candace Hosannah March 13, 2020

    This is so inspiring for young dark skin girls it’s not what you look like but who you are inside and never be afraid to be yourself

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  7. Zakiah March 17, 2020

    I needed to hear this. Thank you so much.

    Being the darkest in my family, I was told to not go out in the sun and play as a kid, to stay in the shade. I never listened, though it would constantly sting.

    Everytime there would be a family gathering I would be told how dark I’ve become.

    I use to wear lighter shades of foundation, just to fit in. Literally painting my face because I could never find my right shade; insecurity spoke louder.

    I was uncomfortable in my own skin.

    I felt weird.

    Ive always wanted to know what it was like to be white, just so that I could be treated “normally”.

    Sooner, I realised the problem was never me, but them.

    Seeing and reading stuff like this makes me appreciate my brown skin.

    Thank you x

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